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Suicidal LullabyDon't cry now baby,
you're almost dead.
The tears are flowing
from what they've said.
Rivulets of red
from wrists you've slit.
You had tried so hard,
but couldn't quit.
You're all alone now;
your friends have gone.
Your heartbeat's slowing;
you won't see dawn.
Your life fades away
with ev'ry breath.
You are too far gone
to escape death.
Wipe away your tears,
and be at peace.
You're so close to
No Regret“No Regret” Original Song Lyrics 5/12/13
The candles flicker
One, then two, then
They’re the memories in all of us
That shine brighter than the hurt in us
Life’s road is beaten down and rocky ahead
But just repeat this before you go to bed
Remember your past
Don’t ever forget it
But move on to the future
To a life you won’t be regrettin’
Put down the razor
It won’t do you any good, girl
Untie that noose, man
You can put it to a better use in this
Crazy world, we all got our certain demons
And we all got our own ways of dealin’
But sometimes those ways
Only build and build
Tired of being sad.Real men don't cry, they say
Well maybe their right but
I'm stuck with dry eyes
And maybe I'm not right for her
She still sits brokenhearted
And I'm all out of tries
But your life
is worth the price
of me losing my mind
So if you start
to see me smile
Its not a sign
that I'm over you
I see you running through my dreams again
(Happens every night now)
I toss and turn at what we could have been
(I'd stop if I knew how)
It just strikes a nerve, the thought of you out with another man
Holding his hand
And you may ask me what I smile for
Maybe you think I'm happier
With you gone.
I'm not smiling 'cause I'm happy, no
I'm smiling 'cause I'm t
White wolf, White flower"They say there's no such place as Paradise. Even if you search to the ends of the earth, there's nothing there. No matter how far you walk, it’s always the same road. It just goes on and on... But in spite of that, why am I so driven to find it? A voice calls to me. It says, 'Search for Paradise.'"
He stops to listen intently to the earth
it tells him the purpose of his birth.
A story so long and sad
when it’s over, you’ll be glad.
He pricks his ears, the wind shifts
he hears a voice that drifts.
A lunar flower is his search
Cheza, more beautiful than the trees of birch.
Arctic wolf, Lunar flower
the clock strikes 12 at the tower.
City so polluted, city so dark
how he longs for the sound of a harp.
Search for Paradise they will seek
or will it all turn in vain while we weep?
Endless deaths awaken the agony of sorrow
the pain, the losses, the tears never ending until tomorrow.
A cloud once white now stained with red
every dream you once had read.
LyricsWould you want to hold me tight
Like I dream you do at night.
Would you want to kiss my skin,
Even with all the scars of sin.
Would you want to save my mind
Stop it being left behind
Could you even love me
Or would you leave me be?
Oh how could I Even contemplate,
Not living with you in my life.
For all the things I've done,
How can you forgive me, hun?
Why don't you just pack and run
And take my loaded gun.
Once Upon A NightmarePain the world never knew and yet has forgotten
Scars where blood once ran free
Time to finish what I started
Once upon a nightmare
Do I feel
Do I bleed
Wouldn't you like to know
Wouldn't you like to see
With every shot at my will
You take my breath away
But you don't give it back
Ready, set, go for the kill
Do you know how many times
I've tried to wipe my mind clean
But you keep adding dirt and grime
To my very own murder scene
Not that you see
Not that you care
Not that you even know me
Do I cry
Do I scream
Wouldn't you like to know
Wouldn't you like to see
So often falling to take it
Just another worthless life
Everything's is not oka
renegeon the wings of a gossamer shimmer
a nearly undetectable shiver
you hesitate to pull the trigger
one too many in the chamber
inside a delectable silence
testing the limits of your compliance
vague back-talk, uneasy defiance
love’s not love without the violence
you don’t get a second chance
you just get to get
out of my way
just so you know
this was not a romance
this was a game you didn’t know
how to play
on the back of unsteady denial
a priest, a sinner, a saint, a bibliophile
go ahead, put me up for trial
I won’t stop tilting the vial
you’re as heady as a dream
Jack and JillJack and Jill
Where is your pale of water
What are those stains on your clothes
I'm sure you have heard the news
Trembling fear every night
Screams and cries in the chapel of white
Deprived from sleep
A murderer is on the loose
A man of false charge has been sent to the noose
Jack and Jill
Where you scared
Jack and Jill
Where did you find that blade
How did you get that bump on your head
Was it from tumbling down the hill
Jack and Jill
It's past your bedtime
Jack and Jill
Aren't you tired
Or is it time for you to kill
Clean up your mess first
And don't be too loud
We need that pale of water
Jack and Jill
Make me proud.
WaitingHe would have walked a thousand miles
He would have stopped the Earth from turning
Just to hear him say “I love you” one last time
And he wondered how he was
Was he happy now without him
After all the memories he left behind
He waited by the phone
Just to prove he’s not alone
For a call he knew would never come
He tried to phone him on the way
To the other side of Heaven
But all he heard was static on the line
And as the night grew colder
His heart began to echo
Memories of a so much better time
He made it through the night
Just to prove he’s still alright
Even though he knew he’d never be the same
Just In CaseYou can dig up a grave
If you think you can wake the past
But what's the point
You're just opening old wounds
It's like sitting by a bomb about to blast
For someone who claims no death wish
You could have fooled me
But i guess you already have
There's nothing about you I'll miss
Like how you can't see
And here comes another pointed finger
But who's really to blame
You can't bring yesterday back to life
If the dead have already lost the game
But you can revive the ghosts
Violent spirits with a grudge
How the hell will you survive again
Your point of view hasn't even budged
In a court where I've become the judge
Crimson SkiesCrimson Skies
A parting of clouds gives way to crimson skies
What a sight for my worn and tired eyes
I peel back the cover of reality
And return to the land of dreams
A land where you’re still here beside me
Something’s gotten in my way
I’m stuck on the road to recovery
I’m broken and alone
On my foundation of stone
About to be swallowed whole
Here comes the tide of rain
To wash away my pain
To enter every wound
And clean it out too soon
What am I supposed to feel?
When I’m not allowed to heal
What am I supposed to see?
When my eyes just lie to me
A murder of crows, squawk their last goodbyes
A black mist, in
I'm reaching out to you momI'm reaching out to you mom,
I don't know what's going on
in your world anymore
and it scares me.
I love you no matter what,
I mean it mom.
It's hard to take every moment
and go with it,
but you gotta stop.
Just stop and breath ahh.
And yes i'm writing this to a beat ahh,
that's when i have my feet
and the whole wide world beneath em.
Just lookin' out breathin' yeah,
this is how it is now like
life gave me a loaded gun
just know no matter what mom ill
always have a spot in my heart
to carry on the best in you,
it's what i can do.
And i don't know how
but i'll find a way to
carry your memory
to infinity and beyond.
First written thing in a while(Its bollocks)Running with fire
I cant keep control
The problems get bigger and yet I still linger about in the dark.
But I need to play the cards I am dealt.
Even if it means im screwed.
Will I ever be able to wipe this blood of my hands?
Hide the knife? Cover the wounds? Shall it make a difference?
Its getting very dark I can no longer see the light and the walls are closing in.
No book shall be my saviour.
No false hope will carry me to safety.
Is there a silver lining to this cloud?
I think there is not.
Just a cruel joke.
I hold the trigger to the answer to it all.
Bang..And its solved.
No more problems.
Desperate Monologue I hate how I'm feeling now
Facing the wall
Trying to decide
It may look like it
But it's not as simple
Oh if I could stop the time
To tell you that
I don't wanna lose you darling
But I think it's what's gonna happen now~
I know it's too late to compla
WaitingI was ready to die, that's no lie
But then you went and caught my eye
You gave respect, never neglect
But then René stole me away
I wasn't there when you needed me
I didn't help set you free
I missed the simple signs
Went and crossed too many lines
When I came 'round
You didn't make a sound
You weren't mad
For the time I never had
The happiness came back and a little more
You never wanted to show me the door
As we laughed, we also cried
Made it feel like I had died
You never let me down
Even with my persistent frown
You've always cared
And we're both so scared
This painful distance is a curse
But at least we can rehearse
To make o
She touched her lips gently as she watched the snow fall softly to the ground.
She tried to pretend as if none of it was real, but her love was a burning reminder and was too profound.
She closed her eyes and remembered how his lips felt as they were pressed firmly against hers.
She opened her eyes in search of an explanation of why he was no longer there, but there were no answers.
All of the memories only bring her sorrow and tears that seem to stream constantly down her face.
Inside of a single teardrop holds memories that she could never replace.
She glanced at her hand, remembering how it looked when his used to always be t
Lost Souls Lost Souls
There are realms in this world that have not yet been discovered. Some are lost and unable to be found. Yet, some are secret and yet to be discovered. I, on the other hand, am another creation. Some would call me a ghost. Some would consider me to be a spirit. Others would say I'm a lost soul with unfinished business. I believe in myself to be Tom, just simply Tom.
I've been in a town known as, Daladen, for many years. I died here on October 13, 1981. I can still taste the blood inside my mouth. I can still sense the fear in my shaking body. I can still see the hurt in my moth
FriendsShe's always there for me,
through the good times and the bad.
She puts a smile on my face when she knows I'm sad.
She makes me laugh when I'm in tears.
She's never told anyone my secrets or fears.
She always gives me the best advice.
She's truthful to me,
no matter what the truth may be.
She's funny, smart, pretty and fun to be around.
She always makes me feel better when I'm feeling down.
She is the greatest person of them all.
I don't know what I'd do without my best friend, Marissa Hall. :)
Meant To BeHe's as beautiful as a rose, and as soft as a melody.
He's as alive as life itself and as sweet as honey.
His smile is like a warm summers day.
When I gaze into his yes it's like flying away.
Being with him is like being in an angles arms.
When he's near, I feel safe and unharmed.
His lips are as pure as a midnight fireplace in June.
His voice is as amazing as walking on the moon.
I would never hurt him, I'm sure,
because when I'm with him I've never felt more safe or secure.
When he's around I get this amazing feeling deep inside.
I try to hide my feelings, but there's nowhere for them to hide.
When he's near me, I realize, I see
His EyesHis eyes are my cure for pain.
They're wild, free, and untamed.
When he's near, I can't help but stare deeply into them.
His eyes make me fall deeper in love with him.
His eyes are my every need, I could wish for nothing more.
I love that gentle, caring look he gives me that is so very pure.
Every time I stare into his eyes I get hypnotized.
I'm addicted to them, that I can't deny.
It's amazing that his eyes make me feel this way.
Every time I look into them, I can't look away.
It's so incredible, and so unreal.
I love the way his eyes make me feel.
His eyes make my soul complete, they're invincible.
They're my cur for agony, the
Died In Her ArmsShe grasps his hand tightly,
says never let me go.
He's already lost the fight,
yet she doesn't even know.
She says,"I'll never forget you.
I'll love you forever."
He says," I'll never forget and I'll always love you too.
Even if we can no longer be together."
She says,"Please don't go, don't leave me yet."
Her tear then hit his cheek.
She knew this would be a moment she'd never be able to forget.
Suddenly, the grip of his once so strong hand grew weak.
She leaned over, gave him one last kiss.
She thinks to herself, "No, this can't be the end."
She says," I must be dreaming, it can't end like this."
She cherished the little tim
Burning In IceI close my tear-filled eyes once more only to see the truth of this dark emptiness.
In the silence my beating heart assures me I'm still alive in this lonely darkness.
I look down at these shameful scars that burn deep as I remember all of the sinful pain.
All of the cuts open and blood pours over my body leaving me breathless and stained.
You are my death, the reason why I die everyday.
Still, quiet, and motionless I wait to die once more while hoping I'll be okay.
Your love has burned me into ashes that have blown away and are forever lost.
Lost in a frozen sea of abandonment and absorbed into a dark thin frost.
You are my disgrace
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