18 Days

Here I am once again sitting alone in this room crying over you.
Thoughts of you will not leave my mind no matter what I do.
I try to get some sleep but your face haunts my dreams.
I still can't believe you were that cold to me and so mean.
It's been 18 days since I told you I loved you, I wish I never had.
I wish I could take it back, but I can't no matter how much I want to or how bad.
I finally had the nerve to tell you but you slammed the words right back in my face.
You laugh and act like it never happened and all I want to do is run to a dark place.
I think about what we could have been all the time.
I'd still give anything for you to be mine.
You don't care about me, but I'd still die for you.
My love for you is just that pure and that true.
I can't stand the pain and agony anymore of wanting you to be here in my arms forever.
I can't take the constant tears anymore of wanting us to be together.
I've been waiting for you for so long, I still am, and always will.
You're the only thing I could ever want, you're so perfect and so unreal.
Any girl would be lucky to have a guy as great as you.
I keep waiting for you to love me but you never do.
I will always be waiting for you to love me, day by day.
It's been 18 days since I told you I love you and I can already feel the best thing in my life slipping away.